Wednesday, September 06, 2006
Confessions of a Mad Chai-Lai Angel-to-be
oh ya!
i forgot to tellu dat i watch chai-lai angels on sun wif along n diyana at causeway pt coz we were so pissed wif hm!
verdict: ITS DAMN FUNNY LAH! WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN!!!! I'M GOING TO BUY VCD LIAO!
Wanted a gd laugh, got a great laugh! hahahahahahah!
this movie has inspired me to be A CHAI-LAI ANGEL!
guys, if u watch this movie, tell me who do i look alike most in the movie? my siblings say SPADIX is so me bt i find dat i m more to LOTUS!!! hmph! nvm, kathleen reminds me of along and king kong reminds me of diyana aniwei!
p/s: i recommend u top go to banquet causeway coz its a blast! it's the only banquet outlet wic i tink cn win over jurong point's outlet! try he food frm bbq ayam! FANTASTIC!!!!!
Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 5:20 PM
Confessions of a Mad Reservations Support Rep-to-be
Ok2....nt yet... dunno if i even will get it bt...
I GOT A CALL FROM CASS!!!!
she is n agent frm adecco acting on behalf of northwest airlines
n she asked if i m still interested in working for NW!!!
she said the analyst position i asked for may be a bit difficult for me to get since they r looking more towards degree holder... BT!!!!
she said dat she is offering me the support rep n my experience n qualifications is wat they r looking for! xactly wat they r looking for!WOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
2 YRS IN NE IS PAYING OFF! (I HOPE!!!)
so i m going for n interview on mon 11 sept ard 11 am tentatively if i cn leave dat is... I FEEL LIKE I HAF A NEW LEASE IN LIFE!!!
u noe how i've been feeling for the past few days..or weeks... so dis definitely psyche me up!!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
Pay-wise is def better den NE lah! is dat even a question..bt sumhow i m scared to go n i dun really feel like leaving.... hmm.... tooo long here i ges dat i've grown attached to everything here...
OK SO PPL, CROSS UR FINGERS N HOPE DAT I WILL GET DAT JOB!!!
IN FACT PRAY DAT I WILL GET THAT JOB!!
ALHAMDULILLAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SYUKUR!!! THANK U BIG BOSS UP THERE! MA KASIH YA!!!!
TERNYATA AKU MASIH LAGI DI DLM PERHATIAN, PERLINDUNGAN DAN KASIH SAYANG MU!!!
I LOVE U!!!!!!!!!!!!! (tho i understand dat i shld show it more bt actually listening to YOU, bt i m def working on it!)
oh ya! ges wat! today steph oso got recommend me n accts asst job wif adidas..heheheh...
so folks, remember u got a duty! vote for me!!! YIPPPPPPEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!
Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 4:56 PM
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
Confessions of a Mad Patient-to-be
i noe the last entry aint even 100% done
bt i juz feel like writing dis one down...
as always...i m mad.... i tink i m turning real mad...
did i oready say dat i haf fantasies of murdering ppl.... n den mayb....kill myself..? i tink i m going to b hazardous n harmful for myself n everybody else ard me.
the ting is...
i feel i m being push to a corner
i feel like i m going to snap n explode soon
real soon... any moment now....
i m using watever energy i haf left now to push myself to carry on...
bt it seems like i m going tru life, dragging it...n dreading it....
y? bcoz of the same old same old...
nuthing changes huh? i ges nt.....
i dun want to snap... i really dun.... bt how nt to? tell me how nt to? teach me how nt to! maybe its time for me to actually open up my bloody fucking mouth n say wat's wrong n wat the hell i m feeling...
mayb all i need is a new direction in life n dat is sumting i cnt find. it's suppose to b my bdae mth n i shld b feeling happy rite? i mean the slogan says "happy birthday" after all n y m i feeling more down den ever... bt den again dat's nuthing new coz i hate bdaes anyway... wat the fuck....
n having a fucking migraine doesnt help either! ARGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE BLOODY SCREAMING OUT LOUD juz to vent my fucking frustrations and anger!
LIFE'S A BITCH! i wonder wat those other ppl do to deserve such smooth sailing life.....
Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 2:29 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Confessions of a Mad Birthday Girl-to-be
Today is a tiring day...
mainly bcoz...
today we had a major family fight
n wen i say major n fight
it is nt an overstatement
dun ask me wat happen coz its the same old same old
this made me think...
in addition to the I HAVE NO FRENS episode,
now I HAVE NO FAMILY episode is on... nt dat i nvr realise dat,
i did. a longggggggggggggg time ago.... bt i ges i kip hoping n wishing dat sumday... i do haf a family... WATEVER... all this is a hallucination anyway...nuthing exist in this world.... even i dun exist...it's all an illusion... NUTING EXIST!!!!
HAIZ......
aniweis...tmr is mon n laura's nt gonna b ard n jasmine is also nt ard n dis means dat tmr will be a SUPER BORING DAY wif a big capital B!!! jas has left us... nt in the forever kinda way bt in the gotta-cont-studies-in-sim kinda way! niwei jas if u r reading this: I M GONNA MISS U!!!! ok i'll only say dat once lah!
on a lighter note to all the misery in life (note to self: i m admitting myself to imh!) (another note to self: wic is nt a joke coz i called them up oready!)
where were we...???? oh ya.....
on a lighter note, my bdae's coming! 20 more days to be one yr older! i dun want to tink abt the negativity dat comes wif it like every other single yr... so today, i shall make my wishlists!
1)i wish dat sakti will be back soon enuff, b4 my bdae so dat he cn make my yr wonderful by juz simply wishing me like he used to do!
2)i wish dat sumhow isa will oso come into the light n...erm.... wish me....??? i dunno.... basically i wish he will actually nt be cold towards me n stop hating me for i dunno wat
3)i wish i will meet n haf a great time wif erm..... anak pak hikmat...heheheh....
4)i wish dat i will b rich
5)i wish i cn go on a fucking shopping spree n i nt only literally shop till i drop...bt physically shop till i drop!
6)i wish i cn go on a fucking longgggggggggg holiday
7)i wish dat maybe i cn juz stop saying fucking all the fucking time! ooops!!!
8)i wish dat ppl who hurt me will get their uttermost retribution ever!!!!
9)i wish dat i cn make rafi beg for forgiveness frm me!
10)i wish dat i cn murder ppl n get away wif it!!!! HAHAHA!!!!
okay..... my first ten wishes of the day r probably NEVER gonna come true n a lil bit out of the mind...bt dat's me! OUT OF MY FUCKING MIND! (see! cn nvr fulfil wish no.7!) time to rethink my wishes.... lemme see....
11)i wish dat i will get a gd-paying job ASAP!
12)i wish to get a samsung mp3
13)i wish to get a $200 harvey norman voucher or best denki voucher
14)i wish to get a canon ixus 800 digicam
15)i wish to get the BOBBI BROWN or M.A.C makeup bag (the big one use only for stars! bt den again i m a star!)
16)i wish to get a car (hehehehe...)
17)i wish to get cash (lots of it!)
18)i wish to get $500 shopping vouchers (if possible for la senza!)
19)i wish to get a pair of sport shoes which is black n red in colour
20)i wish to get the cd player wif radio n alarm function to put in ofis
erm... wat else huh? ok... i'll tink abt it den gat back to u all k...
Posted by DiStUrBeD AnGeL at 10:32 PM